Routine
Yeaap! Back to uni routine again! But this time, it’s so much more different! Why?
Uni is so much more fun if you have friends to complain about uni HAHA.
That’s how I survived my first week of uni and of course SURVIVED my summer semester: Web Programming!
Still not proud of me? That’s okay!
I’m proud of myself.
To top it off, I did really well for Web Programming and got a 6! (apparently I’m just a few more marks away from a 7 boohoo)
I thought it’s still a good start for my this semester 
More updates from me next time~ I need to get some work done. Blah.
My Heart
You are a part of half right of my heart. 
Can you see it? heh.
I’m really proud of my masterpiece! Took me 2 hours plus to finish this up!
After God spoke to me on friday night, these 3 words: ‘Open your eyes’. I was like… huh what does that mean.
Surprisingly, Torch talked about it later on and explained it!.. and that really touched me. God is so amazing huh? He speak to us in many ways and through people as well. I’m still in awe…
Hesitant
Hold it tight…
or.. slowly just let it go?
what if it’s for the best?
But how do you know if it’s for the best?
Just two words.
Trust God.
p/s: My two monkeys, sis and dad is coming to me! Am I excited? Of course I am! I’ve been alone for two full weeks and it was torture at uni.. I need to see my dearies! Everyone is coming back this week which is pretty cool too. I hope I’ll do well for my exam…
Dear God
Wow. Look at these people Lord. They’re worshipping you. It’s amazing how they just lay everything down to you being all vulnerable and everything. You must be THAT amazing! Aren’t you proud, God? I wish I can praise You with all my might and soul…
I’m picking back my pieces, bit by bit. Slowly, but surely. I’ll get there, the place where You want me to be. I will. But obviously, the time is not now cause I’m still watching them praising and worshipping You…what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I do that too? Please don’t let me dwell in my past but live in the present and look to the future.
……
Aw man, I have to get out of this room, I feel so bad not doing anything with these people who is still worshipping You! Sorry, God. I think I just let you down again… give me time yeah? I don’t need to prove to anyone but just You. I have a purpose now and it’s because of You. Noo, it’s not cliche! I meant it right from the bottom of my heart! You’ll see, I’ll make you proud. One day. You will.
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Hmm, I think they stopped. Oh, it’s discussion time. Gotta go listen! That’s why I came right?
….
Haha, I’m listening to him.. but I don’t think anyone would think I’m listening because I’m looking at my laptop. I am actually listening. Every word. Somehow it’s fairly related to what I’m going through now. That’s good.
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I’m back home! I still feel separated and distanced from these people somehow… But I hope I overcome this fear… You’ll help me right? I feel exhausted, it was a full on day eh… maybe I should write down what I experienced today.. I haven’t been blogging for days anyway. Okay God, good night! I’ll be doing my work now~
********p/s, haha yeah sorry for the lack of updates, I don’t have the energy to blog about anything at all. Maybe after this semester… one more assignment and exam this week! Gooo me! x)
Oh No – Summer Semester!
Oh no, I’m back in Brissie!
- which means INTENSE web programming course for straight 3 WEEKS!!! 2 assignments for first 2 weeks and a final exam on the last week. CRAZY LAR.
I have to PERSEVERE! Go saya!
Hilarious Ad
I first watched this ad when I was in the movies with b! we laughed like crazy when we saw it. it was lame but… funny lame.
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEZEEEEEEEE!
Bad Family
Yeap, watched another korean series. This one is about a girl who lost her entire family in a car accident and due to that, she had amnesia. To cure her, her uncle hired an ex-gangster (he didn’t realize he’s a ex-gangster) to create a fake family so she can regain her memory. The fun part is the people in this fake family is really weird and not suited for the role of the family at all, so it’s quite funny. This series is all about family and it’s quite touching actually.. they are not blood related and the entire family is hilarious!
I recommend it to everyone la.. it’s seriously so good. It’s like one of the under rated series.
To top it off, Kim Myung Min is really really good… I’m beginning to enjoy his shows and his acting, he’s the same actor from Beethoven Virus! Haha.. what a coincidence. He’s one of my favourite actor now hehe, he’s so cool
Last Friends
I really love this drama! It’s been awhile since I last watched japanese drama (last was 1 Litre of Tears…).
Just watch it!
It made me love the song Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru too haha. I really like the instrumental version
Beethoven Virus
This is such a good korean drama! I love it to bits.
It made me appreciate classical music now and I’m loving every moment of it when I listen to it.
I didn’t really like the ending though, but the last concert was freaking awesome!
Jang Geun-seok is super hot…the guy who played the nicer version of Gun Woo. Every time he smiles… melts your heart haha. The lead actress is pretty hot too!
my favourite scene? hehe…
most breath taking scene!
Happy New Year!
We celebrated the old fashion way. It’s all about the company
First fooood? TWISTER FRIES FROM MACCAS!
First drink? CORONAAAA (Hey, it’s new year, give me a break!)
First thing that I was quite intrigued about is… the stupid car alarm that keep making noise thanks to the fireworks and the crazy traffic jam around 1 Utama. And I get to point and laugh at all the cars while we walk home. Obviously, that’s more faster bahaha.
Me and fifi get to finish Fatal Frame 3! FINALLY!!! After 2 years on hold haha. Feels gooood. It was good fun!
That Friend
It’s easy to make friends.
But good friends are hard to come by.
So what are the characteristics of a good friend?
Well for me, I think it’s as long as your friend stands by you NO MATTER WHAT.
I don’t really care if I have only one friend. As long as that person stands by you, supports you, push you, and never leave you astray all by yourself, I damn well can be the luckiest girl in the world.
But everytime when I think I found that friend, the distance will ALWAYS pull us apart. That saddens me. Every time when I know there’s a wall between us. It’s over. Whatever I do will make the wall even thicker and soon, it can’t be save anymore.
My biggest weakness is my stubborness and my pride. If I can take these two weaknesses away, the distance is nothing…
…nothing at all.
i miss you dearly.
almost that time
hey jolly jolly people.
it’s christmas time soon.. and you know what that means…
get drunk hah.
ok ok, not really. no plans yet, let’s see which shopping center will have the best celebrations this year eh?
gotta scoot.
ah, that is the day when we overordered the food.. haha classic. nice one xu! 
we swear not to eat any of those mee till next year! prawn is good though.
Yuen’s steamboat
best entertainment of the year – watch a bunch of adults push their way to get chicken wings.
edit: sorry, i couldn’t embed it to my post for some reason… crappy wordpress!! so there’s the link… it’s really funny. it’s kinda like you have to be there to actually laugh with me.. bleh.
whee
Disaster in the Making
These couple of days.. lately.. has been.. horrifying. My behaviour is beyond childish and unacceptable. And I learn nothing from it and becoming even more rebelious than before. I don’t know what trigger it but I know losing my Chiro (my macbook pro) has been one of the reasons.
Thanks to my stupid marvelous air-con, my mbp can’t turn on because some water dripped on it. Ooh, where the water come from? Guess la. It’s the stupid air-con’s fault. It dripped on my precious baby and when I try to take out the battery it can’t turn on anymore. After this incident, everything just went DOWNHILL.
Really really downhill.
- I walked out on my dad after an argument with him and did not come back from home for few hours. I was out, walking, in the rain, no handphone, during 1am plus, but lots of cash = asking for trouble.
- I’m having a cold war with my mum. I could guess it’s because I didn’t go for the family dinner and church. I rather stay home and watch MTV asia awards. Yay me. >_>
- Waking up at weird times… Sleep longer than 12 hours.
- Cursing everyday about everything.
The list can go on but I rather not. So yes, things are not going very well with me at the moment. And last night, I said the most stupidest thing to a friend. I feel so freaking horrible now. I don’t think I can sleep. I feel like crying but I can’t. I think nothing really matters to me, I just want my Chiro to work again. I should say I based my whole life on it now, cause I seriously can’t live without it.
p.s. I’m using Bing (my old dell laptop) now. I manage to fix it without Jim’s help. I’m glad I still have Bing but I can’t use my external HDD on it any window pc somehow.. I need a mac.
