Uni is so much more fun if you have friends to complain about uni HAHA.

That’s how I survived my first week of uni and of course SURVIVED my summer semester: Web Programming!

Still not proud of me? That’s okay!

I’m proud of myself.

To top it off, I did really well for Web Programming and got a 6! (apparently I’m just a few more marks away from a 7 boohoo)

I thought it’s still a good start for my this semester

More updates from me next time~ I need to get some work done. Blah.

You are a part of half right of my heart.

Can you see it? heh.

I’m really proud of my masterpiece! Took me 2 hours plus to finish this up! 

After God spoke to me on friday night, these 3 words: ‘Open your eyes’. I was like… huh what does that mean.

Surprisingly, Torch talked about it later on and explained it!.. and that really touched me. God is so amazing huh? He speak to us in many ways and through people as well. I’m still in awe…

or.. slowly just let it go?

what if it’s for the best?

But how do you know if it’s for the best?

Just two words.

Trust God.

p/s: My two monkeys, sis and dad is coming to me! Am I excited? Of course I am! I’ve been alone for two full weeks and it was torture at uni.. I need to see my dearies!  Everyone is coming back this week which is pretty cool too. I hope I’ll do well for my exam…

I’m picking back my pieces, bit by bit. Slowly, but surely. I’ll get there, the place where You want me to be. I will. But obviously, the time is not now cause I’m still watching them praising and worshipping You…what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I do that too? Please don’t let me dwell in my past but live in the present and look to the future.

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Aw man, I have to get out of this room, I feel so bad not doing anything with these people who is still worshipping You! Sorry, God. I think I just let you down again… give me time yeah? I don’t need to prove to anyone but just You. I have a purpose now and it’s because of You. Noo, it’s not cliche! I meant it right from the bottom of my heart! You’ll see, I’ll make you proud. One day. You will.

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Hmm, I think they stopped. Oh, it’s discussion time. Gotta go listen! That’s why I came right?

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Haha, I’m listening to him.. but I don’t think anyone would think I’m listening because I’m looking at my laptop. I am actually listening. Every word. Somehow it’s fairly related to what I’m going through now. That’s good.

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I’m back home! I still feel separated and distanced from these people somehow… But I hope I overcome this fear… You’ll help me right? I feel exhausted, it was a full on day eh… maybe I should write down what I experienced today.. I haven’t been blogging for days anyway. Okay God, good night! I’ll be doing my work now~

********p/s, haha yeah sorry for the lack of updates, I don’t have the energy to blog about anything at all. Maybe after this semester… one more assignment and exam this week! Gooo me! x)

- which means INTENSE web programming course for straight 3 WEEKS!!! 2 assignments for first 2 weeks and a final exam on the last week. CRAZY LAR.

I have to PERSEVERE! Go saya!

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEZEEEEEEEE!

Yeap, watched another korean series. This one is about a girl who lost her entire family in a car accident and due to that, she had amnesia. To cure her, her uncle hired an ex-gangster (he didn’t realize he’s a ex-gangster) to create a fake family so she can regain her memory.  The fun part is the people in this fake family is really weird and not suited for the role of the family at all, so it’s quite funny. This series is all about family and it’s quite touching actually.. they are not blood related and the entire family is hilarious!

I recommend it to everyone la.. it’s seriously so good. It’s like one of the under rated series.

To top it off, Kim Myung Min is really really good… I’m beginning to enjoy his shows and his acting, he’s the same actor from Beethoven Virus! Haha.. what a coincidence. He’s one of my favourite actor now hehe, he’s so cool

Just watch it!

It made me love the song Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru too haha. I really like the instrumental version

It made me appreciate classical music now and I’m loving every moment of it when I listen to it.

I didn’t really like the ending though, but the last concert was freaking awesome!

Jang Geun-seok is super hot…the guy who played the nicer version of Gun Woo. Every time he smiles… melts your heart haha. The lead actress is pretty hot too!

my favourite scene? hehe…

most breath taking scene!

First fooood? TWISTER FRIES FROM MACCAS!

First drink? CORONAAAA (Hey, it’s new year, give me a break!)

First thing that I was quite intrigued about is… the stupid car alarm that keep making noise thanks to the fireworks and the crazy traffic jam around 1 Utama. And I get to point and laugh at all the cars while we walk home. Obviously, that’s more faster bahaha.

Me and fifi get to finish Fatal Frame 3! FINALLY!!! After 2 years on hold haha. Feels gooood. It was good fun!